| a love story ( the story of Sarya and Joe ) once there was this fellow with a heart of gold looking through web pages at the same time there was this woman who had a heart with scars They lived continents away across an ocean The man had lost his father and friend The woman had said good bye to her that year as well . He looked at web pages and saw an icq number and a picture and some poems he decided after thinking it over to give it a try it certainly wouldnt hurt to say hi she found his message Sept 1999 and wondered who this could be a cruel joke by an old love another guy with a line or come on ? so she answered carefully They talked for a while so much they had in common and she knew he was for real no silly joker or a fool online but a man who could think and feel Soon it was daily , emails and chats phone calls soon came after he was her strength through good times and bad they knew they just had to meet the months passed and the longing grew and they became part of each others world he would call and speak with her mother and promise to always love her little girl her mother loved his English voice and all her elderly friends would gather to listen to him speak she kept his pictures next to her fav chair and would tell everyone this was the one for her girl he told her he would come that Jan 7th and that he would meet her and take her to dinner at 78 it made her day to hear him and to know she could rest because her daughter had found love true real love at last In the mean time this woman who loved the man from across that ocean also was blessed with children who had never known a fathers love that someone special they could look up to soon they grew to engage their grandma in talks of how it will be when Joe came from across the sea One day my mother for the woman is me went quietly with the angels his pictures around her she was buried 4 days before Joe came But true to his word and honor he went to her still with roses dressed in a beautiful suit red shirt and tie i will never forget , as me and his little xfile who now calls him daddy cried as he bent and placed her fav color roses on her grave he said mom im here just as i said i would be your little girl is a beautiful woman and i will love her forever with that we all sat with her at her grave side i felt her smile i know she worried about me in life knowing i had found someone to love me helped her go with the angels for she had suffered so i know she is at peace now Joe and i went through so very much very hard times moving getting ripped off by a slumlord but he settled his family in this place we live he moved us by himself yet through it all he was my rock held me when i cried and shared the pain of loss we both knew all too well when he left at that airport i never cried so hard even the ticket agent when she saw us getting on one ticket back to England said oh goodness what is wrong with this picture you two shouldn't be apart i had no money for parking i had to leave him in the terminal , that long corridor and my tears as i turned and saw tears in his eyes too i ran out and went home and just laid in the grass as i watched the plane carrying my soulmate back across that ocean , i just let the tears fall my cries drowned out by the jet Since that time there were good times and bad times i have made some of the worst mistakes a woman can make but i know this what we have is eternal and that Joe is more of a better being then i could ever be forgiveness compassion and understanding and he is a wonderful father and a beautiful mate we are wolves and our love is forever my illness didn't turn him away nor did my mistakes that hurt him so if i could take back any pain he ever felt i would slice out my own heart to do it i love him he is my comfort and we are family forever this page is a tribute to him he comes home soon and his family his mate and children await the arrival of our strength , joy and love we will become one at last the years we have endured have proven real love lasts through anything i will wear that band with pride and being his wife is the most important title this very busy mom, elder, teacher, writer, singer has ever known and the one that makes me the proudest love you Joe your purple rose Sarya |
| I Knew I Loved
You Maybe it's intuition But some things you just don't question Like in your eyes I see my future in an instant And there it goes I think I've found my best friends I know that it might sound more than a little crazy But I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life There's just no rhyme or reason Only this sense of completion And in your eyes I see the missing pieces I'm searching for I think I've found my best friend I know that it might sound more than a little crazy But I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life A thousand angels dance around you I am complete now that I've found you I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life ©Savage Garden If this is a
Dream ©Sarya Ingram |
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from my
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| Never apart somehow in the darkest nights your love shines when all is lost your hand reaches out over miles time and space just knowing we walk under the same sky and that even though the ocean divides us we are never truly apart for since i kissed those lips of yours at the airport and we steamed up those car windows with love and passion we never shall part i took my heart and put it in you and took yours within me those nights in your arms my sweet english man how our toes held each other our giggles in the dark your arms about me singing silly songs no we have never parted my darling my love, the tearful goodbye the airport gate the sound of the jet and your sweet goodbye no we never parted even when i ran away i was such a fool i had to return for its only for you my heart can truly burn you were here in my soul all the days long those brown eyes i love as we both grow old im back in your life im not going again for you my love are an angel among men so know i learned how sad i can be please remeber my love there no life without "we" my beautiful spanish eyes you were meant for me ©Sarya Ingram |
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of you ©Sarya Ingram i didnt
write this one but it speaks |
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